37 Year Old ... just had my first kiss with another Guy.
 

There's a co-worker of mine that I've had a crush on for about 2 years now. I've been hiding the fact that I am homosexual by acting tough and talking with a deep voice.

One day, my co-worker did something extraordinary that made my heart flutter. Just as we finished work, I slipped over the forklift's padding and I almost fell on the ground, but then he saved me with his arms. I felt his huge biceps as he hugged me tightly and asked me "You aight bro" I said yes I'm fine I think you got something on your shoulder, when he looked away for a bit to check on his shoulder,

I quickly forced a kiss on his lips and forced my tongue into his mouth, and then he pushed me away and punched me in the face and kicked my nads about 4 to 5 times. As he continued to kick me, he kept calling me harsh names "u fukin f4g" and whatnot.

I thought he also liked me because he was always nice to me, and my heart is completely torn apart after the whole incident.

Please, I need advice on what to do next. I really would appreciate any input. I am crying right now and I am so depressed. I don't even feel like going to work anymore :(

Yolo

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So lol'd

That can't be serious...I hope it's not because it made me laugh, and if it was serious I'd feel bad about it.

Video game forums are probably not the best place to talk about this kind of thing.

I hope you are able to work out whatever and move on with your life though.

Could you please tell me what's wrong with being gay?

I was born this way, I can't help it.

tl;dr no one cares fake post lal nuub

I'm sorry, man. If I were you, I'd just get over it. Life goes on, there are more fish in the sea- and that phrase applies to every person, not just homosexuals.
Don't expect any pity on this board. 12 year olds tend to think homosexuality is a joke. They have no feelings or concept of sexuality or the human mind.

Man, you're coming off way too strong! Relax, sit back, and ask him out for coffee next time.