Originally Posted by Ask Riven
To atone for my sins, and for the sins perpetrated by Noxus against Valoran and Runeterra, as well as to ensure it never does something so terrible ever again...
You're stating that you feel responsible for the maladies that Noxus brought upon this world? And that is your obligation to follow the opposite direction of your past deeds?
Tell me if I'm delusional, but I've taken notice of presumably a number of mixed feelings behind most of your words.
I know that forgiveness doesn't come easily these days, but is it possible that you're looking for absolution? Have you ever came to reflect, even once, that it may be something else other than your memories and experiences that triggers your night horrors?
Is half of your dertemination, that you cower behind words and actions of nobility, the hope to be able to someday forgive yourself and be forgiven? Because you feel abashed from taking place in the damage that Noxus did to Valoran and Runeterra?
You've just described an assassination attempt out of your own free will. Did you thought that eliminating one major pawn in the playtable would not only cause a major political impact but also lessen a burden on your conscience?
Forgive my bold rudeness and for pushing the subject to this scenario, but you've caught my attention(That if Im not growing delusional).
And I'll refrain my words if you wish so.