Yes it does. Get better and learn that winning isnt important, its learning why you lost.
Plus $120? This games free, no one told u to spend money. I spent just as much as you, if not more, and i dont Q.Q on the forums about ELO. I understand that if i was as good as i thought i was, then id help the rest of my team get fed aswell as me. If im 20-9-0 that means unless im the carry, im stealing their kills. And i have no assists which means no one is getting fed with me.
Play custom games with higher ELO's to practice if u wish.