This is something hard to do as I am actually a rather private person. I dislike giving out personal information, but... I don't like pretending to ignore you guys. I hate it when people keep me in the dark when I'm somewhat affected by events, so.... here goes.
I am currently going through a hard time. It would probably be better to say that I have been going through a hard time that's lasted a long while. I am... receiving professional help now. I have a lot of things to do to try and get myself back together. And I graduate from college in May. Truly, I feel like my head (and life) is spinning.
What this means to you, dear reader, is not that this is discontinued. I had hoped that maybe I could handle everything, but it would seem I have bitten off a size too large. This story has to drop a few pegs in priority. I am so sorry. But choosing between help and writing... I have to. I don't want your sympathy or pity or anything like that.
I don't really know what the purpose of this message is supposed to be anymore, but this is the only community where I felt at home, so I just felt like I should tell my family something. Thank you for your (hopeful) understanding. I'm sorry.