Hello there fellow summoners. I've recently been permanently banned after playing this game for about 2 years, and having almost 4000 games played across my different accounts. I know what you're thinking "You were warned multiple times, it's your fault it got this far" I completely agree with you sir. I should have learned my lesson after the first few bans, sadly I did not. However, this was in part due to the fact that I had no idea what a report card was or how to see my tribunal case til after my third ban (yes I checked my email after every ban and couldn't find anything). After every ban I told myself I'd try and tone it done, try and not take the game as seriously, I even told myself I'd just stop typing in the chat all together. Unfortunately I'm a very competitive gamer, and when I see people playing poorly or making mistakes, I try and help them improve. You can see in all of my reports I start every game giving advice and trying to help my team. Sometimes doing this causes my teammates to get mad at me and start insulting me, or sometimes I get upset at my team not being able to comprehend stuff like "group up please" after I tell them to 5 times. I guess my problem is I'm not someone who takes unjustified insults laying down. When I'm trying to help my team win, and get swore at for it, I get really upset. After my 3rd ban I started just ignoring these people and reporting them, but I still got upset from time to time and sunk to their level of name calling.
Typically my reports just consist of 1 person on my team who couldn't take advice or critique without getting mad, and reports me for it. I almost never instigate a problem in my games, and am always the first one to try and help my team out. I try to be the shot caller when my team is performing poorly, and sometimes I get a little heated when they aren't performing properly even after giving word for word instructions.
As you can see from my final reform card for my perma ban, I have but a single report in each game....
-First report I got feed up trying to help my team, and with top and jungle flaming bot I got feed up and threw out an unneeded comment.
-What did I even do second game? Just gave my team advice all game...I got a little heated since it was a hard game but never insulted a single person or anything.
-Third game my team was raging and I tried to calm them down and get them to work together all game.
-Fourth game, again, just giving advice all game since my team had no idea how to play. After 40 minutes of getting caught and throwing, I called them "morons" two times, because we ended up losing.
-Fifth game I was getting really fed up with my jungler. I was winning my lane mid handedly, but all other lanes were losing because it was tf mid..I was pleading with my jungler to just gank the tf cause each time he ganked another lane tf just counter ganked and got kills, putting that lane behind and tf back in the game. Then after all of that, I get called a ***** and a nerd by someone on my team so I call him names back.
I can clearly see why I was reported in some of these, but others I just have no idea. And looking through my past reform cards, they look pretty similar to this. I've learned from my mistakes after all these bans, I wish I had access to my reform cards sooner so I could see what I needed to improve on before I got permanently banned. I'm truly sorry to all of the members of my teams for ruining their experiences, when my intention each game is to simply do my best to get my team a win. I've really learned from my mistakes, and now I just simply play league without using the chat at all, and just pinging things every now and then. I can't believe I was ever someone who got so stressed over this game that I would talk down on my team when usually most of them didn't deserve it. I can honesty see such a huge change in the game for myself without typing so much, and just playing the game just to play and have fun. I love this game, I love Riot, and I truly have changed my attitude toward the game. I've spent hundreds of dollars on my main account to support Riot and 2 years worth of content. I would really appreciate one more chance with my main account. I can grantee that I won't ever be seen in tribunal again or Riot can feel free to ban every account I own. If I ever sink so low to play like I use to, I wouldn't want to be a part of this community I love so much anymore.
Thanks for taking the time to read this out, and please be as harsh as possible, I don't really deserve any less.