Why would you let yourself get banned so many times? I mean 500 dollars, and bans just to lose your account?
I mean, I don't know you.. all I know is what you're posting in this thread, but what does this say about you as a person? Imagine making an investment in something serious (hell this is something you ENJOYED... a game to be sure, but something you were passionate about) and having this happen...
What if this was like, an investment in work, or in a joint venture with a friend? I mean I just don't see how a responsible person would allow himself to get to this point. Even if the 500 dollars was pointless to you (maybe you're rich, whatever)... how about the principle of it? Did you ~have~ to be so rancid to people to get to this point?
So many people play this every day, as decent human beings, and will never, ever in the history of their playtime get banned even once... so is this something about yourself you like? Is it going to persist? It just seems like something that would leak into other facets of your life, especially the ones that really challenge or push you and things actually matter. Where the stress really hits. If you're an adult it's going to happen, and instead of getting 'banned' it'll be something far worse.
Hope this leaves some kind of mark on you, but who knows?