Hello community, I wanted to address you guys hoping and looking for advice on what to do, as I have lost something so dear to me and seems I won't be able to get it back.
My summoner name is Avanticonmarxi and if you'd like to look up my stats for season 2, I have probably more than 5-6 times the average player game play time/ games played. I have played this game since season 1 and even a little before that. Season 1 I wasn't too interested, but only played for fun, but recently I've been playing this game like a maniac and with over 3k games this season I've become one of the most played players in N.A and even in the world. I've reached new heights and breached the 2100 elo mark a while back. I've gotten to play with the world's best and even have gotten to add players like HotshotGG, Dyrus, Elementz, Nyjacky, and Voyboy :3 My experiences in this game have been great and recently have gotten sponsered and looking to join the competitive level of and soon begin playing n tournaments.
When I first realized and sat back and thought about where I was, my position in life, I looked at what i was doing as kinda nerdy, but playing with friends everyday and playing with the top players in N.A, I saw it as really cool, and enjoyed doing this each and every day. I saw myself soon playing with top teams and maybe even winning some smaller tournaments. My team right now is very good and I'm enjoying playing as 5, but It has to come to an end it would seem.
Everyone who plays this game competitively realizes the negativity of ranked games and q'ing up for that as it sometimes can be very terrifying. My first 2k~ games I played this game with a very ignorant mindset. I hadn't realized that most players are younger than me (I'm 19) and tend to rage very easily and argue and blame for you, especially if your jungling. In those games I received a couple bans and was saddened with myself telling myself that I'm no longer going to even type in games, that way people can't report me. But after playing for so much, and knowing a lot of different strategies I try to make the best for my team and make calls like dragon/baron/pushing, and would work for most of the time, but then I come across those games where I didn't play as well and sometimes lost my lane in top (which just snowballs like crazy), and by the end of the game my teammates will be saying "report champion X for feeding" and then begin to insult me as If I trolled.....it left me with such disappointment to see a community act in such a way, but playing this game around 5-6x more than the average player, i can tell you that the majority of reports are false and that most of them are punished. I will q up some games and have people in login and in start of game in all caps, and i mean, never not caps, just raging and yelling. I can say, I've never insulted anyone or called anyone any derogatory names or even saying "noob" or remember at least. The real reason I've ever been reported is because I either played poorly and got outplayed or argue with another player to help someone see a different view. I don't like to insult anyone or every use any swears or insults.
After playing for so long, this game is not just a game. This has become my life, and I have enjoyed every minute of playing time. Most people I know just play for fun and just play to pass time, like casual gaming, but that's not me. I play this game because I love this game, and want to reach new heights, and just recently I have. I was supposed to practice with my team and play in some scrims this week and possibly enter a tournament I was looking into. Sadly this doesn't seem likely, but I thought after hearing of many people given another chance, I thought maybe I can hope for the best. And a fact about me is that with over 3k~ games played I received 4 bans to result in a perma ban, meaning around 600 games with 1 ban...why am i being permbanned for being banned once per 600~ games played compared to the average( i assume) 100-200....i feel this is just me being burned by the system, For example, i received 3 bans, but havent had one in my last 800 games maybe, why should i be perma banned for that, My ratio of being banned is much less than that of others. and most bans are based off the reasoning of being "annoying" or losing lane/played poorly- snowballed..
I'm honestly saddened and lost in what just happened as I have received a perma ban on an account I have spent my money, time, and my life into. I've invested so much into this amazing game, and am asking if there is anything I can do to prove myself im not a bad person, just a person who loves playing this game, and when playing over 3k+ games this season I feel mistreated being perma banned. I understood I made mistakes in my first 2k games and I knew this was coming as the 4th ban is a perma, and with someone playing as much as me, theres going to be a few games where someone is going to rage and report. Im truly sorry in the way I have acted, but if I can do anything to have my account back, I would do it. Once again, I'm very sorry, and thank you for your time.
- A player who's lost one of the most important things to me