"As for my teammates... yeah, they feed, dont gank, and sometimes throw games, but my team is my team and there is always something more i could have done to prevent a loss. I could have wrecked lane harder and roamed to help the other lanes. I could have counterjungled while i was pushed in mid to slow their jungler down. should have taken exhaust to shut that fed adc down. should have taken tp to help with that level 6 drag fight. When i calmed down and thought about it there was always i could have done as any role to help my team in the losses and I took them all to heart so that i'd never forget and blame my team, I just wish i'd have done this sooner."
Had a 1700 rated player message me in game saying that this paragraph right here is exactly the mentality needed to get better at this game and that he wanted to congratulate me on understanding what I need to know to be a good player.