I'm already sensing the same thing going on here.
Yes the first post should have been more thought out, and I should have realized beforehand that I have to quadruple check anything that is ever posted online.
What I am feeling is that all these "kids" in my eye's just live on these forum's. I see the same reaction's, the same thought processes, the same "hate on this guy so we can upvote the hatred" I see this on every forum everywhere. That is internet.
I personaly try to avoid spending time on forum's, because the maturity level that I see is just a shame. It's worse than grade school.
Even here very quickly you simply state that I do not understand why stronger player's have stronger build idea's than me. And maybe I will not be stuck in the 800's.
I did not claim or express that I feel I am stuck in the 800's. You said this about me. And you have 3 upvotes. This already proves my point.
I am not being egotistic about this, I am not being arrogant or cocky. I am looking at you acting as if I am crying about being stuck in 800's, without me claiming.
I have expressed to many that I have carried myself from 550-to my current 800 by playing my way, and here is how i play.
the "advice" has been given to me there the same as it is here. Starting on my builds. I know that I am not building like a 1600, because I have never been a 1600, nor do I care if i ever become a 1600.
You say their builds are superior to mine, I'll agree to that.
You saying that I need to learn them and use them if I want to grow as a player, and rise in elo.
I will agree to that.
But when people are telling me that i need to learn them and play with them. That I do not agree to.
When i log into league of legends and jump into ranked, I have every right to and to do it for my own reason's, and to play for my own reason's.
I play to win and grow, but I still play for fun.
If you need to be sum up one mission statement I could whip that up to make it clear again what I hope to show. I'm not just trying to create a live stream of "here is my playing". I have no interest int hat, there is already tonnes of that at all levels of play. I am looking for clips and compilation's demonstrating the different struggles at different level's of play. This is exposing myself just as much as my "bad teamates". That is fair, I'm fine with this. I've admitted to making mistakes.
Also to theshim:
Yes, you absolutely are arrogant. You parade yourself with lines like "I adapt to the game" without actually having any clue why the pros build the way they do. Do you not understand that these people are at a higher level because they are far, far better at League of Legends than you? And perhaps they know the ideal builds better than you? And how to itemize for different situations?
I do adapt to the game. And for whatever reason you use a comma to tie that in with me not having any clue why the pros build like they do.
Not only do you link those together, but you claim that because I do not know how the pro's play, is why I do not adapt to my game.
I do not watch pro's play. Simple. I do not know why the pro's build like they do. I don't.
I do understand these people are at higher elo's than me because they are better than me.
I've never claimed to be as good as they are. Nor did I claim to be better than all my teamates in every game. But I did make claim that i do have team's where I am the strongest player.
Everybody does.. in any match somebody has to be the best. What is wrong with the notion that I can be the best on my team?
I don't need recognition that this happen's, nor do I need this to be ackowledged. But when people accuse me of being the leading cause of all my losses in every game despite me showing clip's in which I excel and demonstrate strong play. I am proving myself, yet because somebody accuse me of being bad, it as accepted as truth, and I not only have to accept that, I have to be told that constantly in 100 different way's.
Again, read the summoner's code.
And then you go to say that I refuse to head advice.
Well I'm not going into detail on this one, but one thing i hope to show with this video series is how playing this certain way may work here in 1000 elo, but if you try that stuff at 600, you will fail hard because you are playing "too good". I can say this because I was stuck in 600 elo hell for a long time. And then I stopped and looked at what was going on, and found that I was playing too good in comparison to the player's around me. I had to play at "their level" to be able to work with them.
Even now I still get that lanemate that i have horrible chemistry with and simply cannot play with.
This happen's alot less at a higher elo.
I know this because I have seen it, and in the end will show it.
Based on what I have seen I can say that the playstyle that I have used and the builds that I have used have worked for me through 700 elo. In no way do I claim that this will work in 1200's.
But then somebody come's around and blindly say's..
"your build is ****, that will not work in 1200".
Explain to me how this is him coming to me and giving me constructive criticism on my build?
Meanwhile, not once did I ask for criticism on my build. So these people that just say "do this instead of this, because taht is ****" Are not giving me advice.
People that say "watch the pros play". Are not giving me advice.
This is not advice, it is trying to tell me what to do and it is commentary. I have a personal decision whether or not I choose to listen to this commentary. I choose to not watch the pros play, and I choose to continue to play my way, because it works for me.
I have also started this and said that can show this again by comparing 700 elo play, to 800 elo play. I am only now breaking into a high enough elo that i am consistantly seeing better teamate's that i can rely on. So only now am I able to explore new builds, and tweak my gaming.
I have stated this, and I am fully aware of this.
So I am an adaptive and gorwing player. I have the video of me doing this as I tweaked my way into my "current cait build". But again, because you state that I do not play this way, and you state that I am unaware of these thing's. It becomes the accepted truth, and you are sitting on the upvotes.
Not once here have I demonstrated arrogance, I have shown my personal thought process, my opinions, my veiwpoints, and not once did I say that you are wrong. I merely pointed out how you can speak out against me and be praised for it.
And here I am making my point's, my argument, my debate, my side of the conversation.. However you want to handle it. If you want to have a conversation with me about how pro player's are better than me, that's not a very interesting conversation. I know this, I don't care.
You seem to show the slightest interest in taking this seriously.
But here, now, you see how I am showing my side of thing's my version of thing's. And yet in that specific thread, every time I have done this, look at the replies that I get.
Look at how they do not reply to what I say, they just repeat something that was said 5 pages ago.
Meanwhile while they remain closed minded, do not accept my veiwpoint or opinion's, they continue to force their opinions on me. How I am a bad player. How I am arrogant. How I am egotistic.
And as I disprove these thing's, it only results in more flaming and continued attack.
I'm not *****ing about this, it's all sitting right there, I'm just pointing it out.
You can see it for yourself.
Again, I will refer you to the summoner's code.
I have given you a thought out respectful reply explaining my situation.
And now the next post after me is an opportunity for the community to give me a similar response to what I recieved there proving that it as a toxic community focused on pointing out a black sheep.
Or it will be a post with a thoughtful response to what I have just said.
Take your time.