You don't know how lucky you are to have your looks, some people who haven't got hair, haven't got a nose, missing their eyes, and limbs even just hoping that they could walk or hold their relatives in their arms for 3 seconds and some people are dead wishing they had a chance just to be alive again and be able to change their ways when they still had a chance.You are not ugly I don't need a picture to see what you look like, no one is ugly, the only thing which determines if someone is ugly is their attitude towards life, who says you are the bottom of the food chain? The only person who puts you down is sadly YOU . I have also been a victim to racist verbal comments but I don't care, I am not letting someone who knows nothing about me make a negative affect on my emotions.You don't understand how foolish you were just now, it may not look like it but other people care about you, e.g. Family members, if not you wouldn't have the clothes you are wearing and the pc your typing on now.I suggest you stop putting yourself down and start Getting some self esteem, life is too short to let it be ruled by other people.What you need to realise is that if you feel lonely Jesus will always be here for you.