That I had a child.
I received her at one year and one day old
She was so tiny.
Way to tiny for a year old..
I no recollection of birthing her but I knew she was mine.
She grew so quickly over the space of a day..
It seemed strange but people told me it was because she was with her real mother now.
She seemed so fragile, I was terrified I was going to break.
That I would hold her wrong and end up killing my own child.
She grew so quickly by the end of the day we were talking...
I wanted to teach her thing.. To expand her mind..
We were in bed and I asked her whether she wanted to learn her number or the alphabet, and I explained the advantages of both.
She said alphabet and proceeded to pronounce it...
She keep getting stuck on points and so did I.
I couldn't stop kissing her..
I kept telling myself it was a dream.
It had to be.
I'd never had a child.
She was on, I wouldn't say it was a computer...
I was what she was doing..
And sh said court orders..
She was charging everyone she had interacted with in the day of crimes..
She printed them and ran around my farm giving them to people.
Telling them they had been summoned to court.
She didn't have a name.
But I don't want to forget her.